Good Day

Today is probably the best day I've had in a very long time.

I woke up to a dark, quiet, clean house. Nothing ahead of me. No schedule to keep up with, no plans, no one to answer to or please. No one but me and my baby girl.

Epiphany

I've been going through a lot of internal changes. It feels as if someone has suddenly flipped on the light switch, flooding my naive little world with brightness. Some of my epiphanies have been good, some bad. The biggest one (no pun intended) has been about my health and weight.

Plans and Goals

By special request. :)

Upcoming Plans

At a Loss for Words

I've been having a hard time coming up with something to say, here and on facebook.

I realize that I don't need a topic, but I feel rather boring just talking at random about my day.

I've been trying to stay busy by going to the gym and play dates. It helps to keep my mind off of things a little better. Kim is still here staying with us until the 28th, so at least when I'm home I'm not completely left to my thoughts.

There's good days and there's days like these....

Yesterday marked 10 months since I've seen my little boy. Ten long months since we said goodbye.

Here Comes the Fog

I've been feeling particularly foggy the past couple of days. Some of you know what I'm talking about, for the rest of you...I just feel like it's hard to think to the point of having difficulty functioning. I'm sure everyone has felt like that one time of another.

I Quit

No more whining. No more complaining. No more waiting. I am taking charge!

I'm letting those hurtful comments, quips, and names roll off my back. Eventually in life you have to realize that every person you meet in your life is not going to like you. Some people might start out liking you, you could have this wonderful friendship or relationship, but one day you realize that this person doesn't like you anymore. Maybe no one sees you for who you really are. Or maybe everyone views you based on who you used to be rather than who you are now.

Let me Remember

Let me Remember

I trace the outline of your face

Close my eyes to hear you laugh

Instead of being able to remember

I hear “Quit living in the past.”